think i'm falling into a vicious cycle of sickness.
sick okay sick okay sick okay;
and it continues.
over and over again.

when will this stop?

probably if i stop running in the rain perhaps.
ms lee told me to stop class morning runs if its raining.
oh well, i feel that running in the rain is thereupetic.

it makes me happy. (:
it removes the sicky feeling away from me.
it allows me to perspire to remove uh, toxins?

today is funnily weird.

did t1 today with brac1 for 6km.
exchanged with tzeqin for flite for next 10km.

energy consuming.

it feels funny cus i've never felt so tired before.
not in the sense, tired kind of tired.
but muscle achey kind.

sucks.
and i didnt feel like i put in alot of effort.

i like monday trainings.
the water is calmer and there's lesser ppl ard.
plus i get to use brac IV.

i want to feel that sense of.. pain and accomplishment.

i think i like k2. (:
its funny how in the middle of rowing i ask eileen
"do you frequent col@c?"
hah. its fun, and i enjoy it.

like what sean said in the bus on the way back.
first k2 is interesting and novel.
and now you want to do k1.
after that you proceed on to C1 and as teckxiang says,
"be Respected" by people.
haha.
and what comes next?
dragonboating and speed boating maybe.

challenges.

i like this adventurous and gungho spirit of the team.
(:

somehow i feel trapped by my sanity in class,
and canoeing is my only form of release.

1 classmate has left,
3 more pending.

it's not that it's stressless.
i still have to Try and rmb Cher's instructures for 1-16km.
which reminds me,
it's time to get a transparency to paste on the boat.

our secret manual,
haha.

i like the crazy 985-ers.
those bunch of funny bananas.
they make me laugh hysterically;
unrestrained.

oh yes,
i need to cross the bridge over to PA
to pump some muscles in.
to have muscles bigger than my face,
like s.wong.
hahaha, funny boy.

okay. its 1am now.
and its time to bid farewell to talking to myself.

i shall sleep!
and arise to 6.45am morning runs.

i'm starting to like it,
hmm. somehow.

nvm. (:

i love sleeping.
and that is what i shall do.

TATA. sauce.

admist this pent up tension and frustrations,
i'm glad there's an avenue of release.

i Love.
yay (:

what can kill; can cure.